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april 1, 2026

i think i might make a new site with my new username. I'm on spring break from school rn and idk what to do so I'm updating my neocities. i think before i make a new site, i will actually get good at HTML and CSS so my website doesn't look as ass as it is rn. i also do have a tumblr now, and I'm more active on there. i also found an old android tablet at my dad's that's an absolute piece of crap and I want to install linux on it but i dont know jackshit about computers. literally all i know is the HTML to make this site, and this site looks awful

january 28, 2026

welp.... im in high school now. marching band was definitly the most crazy yet best time of my life. i plan on revamping the site. im inspired by https://gakhedmusic.neocities.org/ and i want to start making music like that as well as design my site like this. the site does look straight out of 1992 rn, but in a bad way. i want to makeit look better

june 7, 2025

in regards to june 4, i dont know what is happening. still dont.
anyway, a bad tech design for signing up for a website would be having to put in your phone number by clicking on various US highways. pure evil

june 4, 2025

gender is not real

may 27, 2025

i got a book on html and i have marching band in an hour and i'm very scared. also i think this page will be a miniblog now tho i need some free time and the motivation to improve this thing

update - mar 8, 2025

i dont think anyone even sees this tbh but idc. i got a new computer :3!! also i learned that my keyboard at my dad's house can become a midi keyboard with a special cord, so i may be able to use that as a piano with my music shenanigans soon. i want to move this to visual studio code since i got it on this computer, but i have no idea how to use it. i also wanna learn some css so this website doesnt look horrible like it does now. i also am gonna create a music page on this site where i post the youtube links to my songs.

im alive (but i rlly dont think anyone checks this) - dec 30, 2024

merry christmas, and an (early) happy new year. i still have hardly any idea how to do css but i put pink as the background and i like it

is bpm real? i think i might be going insane. - nov 24, 2024

so there's a song at 128bpm that i really like and it sits in my playlist. sometimes, i feel it as faster when it comes after a slower song and slower when it comes after a faster song, even though it's 128bpm throughout. is bpm just a matter of perception? idek at this point